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BUTTERFLIES GARDEN

by WAXED

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BUTTERFLIES GARDEN 04:02
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I made a promise with a kiss to never let go of you. But your heart is broken up and it can't be replaced. I'm facing you now. Don't laugh at my face cus I'm hanging on to every word you say. Can't you tell that I'm afraid? No response is a response. I'm not the one you want. You've made it very clear that I should give it up. If you don't feel the same, then we should part ways. Walking through the butterflies garden with you. You turn and say "What do you think?" I think you're changing me. Oh, did you mean how do I feel about all the scenery? I think walking with you is a dream. So, every night when I tell you I miss you, you never say it back to me. I feel like the fool. Like the kind that wakes up looking for a text from you. Tell me what do I do cus I'm falling apart. No response is a response. I'm not the one you want. You've made it very clear that I should give it up. If you don't feel the same, then we should part ways.
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BREAK 02:49
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COVERING UP 02:48
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Inside is covered in rust. Alone I sit. My teeth ground into dust that falls like yellow pollen and its covering up all on a balance beam. Each step like yarn rips open at the seams. To me, there's this gaping hole. I'm not who I used to be. Changing like the leaves. I'm not the same man. I thought I might be putting the world back together. Here I am and I can barely keep myself put together. And the symptoms symptoms come and go, but the never show. If I'm dying here, I thought you should know that I'm scared, unprepared, gasping for air. Holding on to you. Nothing left to lose. Holding on to you. Not much left to do.
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PUSH ME AWAY 03:44
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Your arms reaching out just for me. I'm floating over for you. I try to live in your embrace. I can never let go. So, you break away. I can never pretend this doesn't hurt. I watched you turn your back on me. Where did you go? I don't hear from you as much. Did I do something wrong? Another heart you break. But you don't get it. I'd do anything for you if you asked me to. But you don't know it. My eyes are wide. The walls are down. I pull you close and the tears come out. You pushed me away. Why did you push me away? You're laughing at me when my eyes are fixed on your face. I gave myself away by showing you how much I care. The pictures you would take of your walks on a bright sunny day. I'm wishing I was there. I wish the best things for you and all the hugs you want. So, all these flowers are for you when you wake up. The sun is coming out just to let you know everything is okay. All the birds, they sing for you. I hear them from miles away. My eyes are wide. The walls are down. I pull you close. The tears come out. You pushed me away. Don't push me away.
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COME BACK HOME 04:42
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I tried moving fast with a fuck and I'm still dreaming of you walking through the water. To me, you gently whisper the truth. You say "I miss you but I'm moving on." I say "I can't let go. You know I want to come back home." I always want to cry when I find your face beside mine in a picture of us out with our friends. The tears come running down and all I do is think about you. It's all I can do. I tried to die. I tried moving on from the life I shared with you. Leaving everything I knew, I left a piece of myself with you too. All these faces are new, Strangers taste like abuse. No one can take your place. Nobody's going to feel the same. Nobody feels like you. I remember waking up in our bed, waking up kissing. The things you can't forget. I remember how it felt when you said I am your best friend. The things you can't forget. I remember when we'd fight, you would cry, throwing everything in sight. The things I wish I'd said. I regret it. Now, I'm waking up in a different bed and you're the one I'm missing, the one I cant forget. I can never say goodbye. Never thought you'd walk out of my life. I can't say I blame you. I won't. All I wanted was to come back home.
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WALK IN THE DARK 04:09
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I take a walk in the dark when I cry over you. I chase a high if I cry over you. If I cry, I take a walk in the dark. If I can't close my eyes, I don't want to dream about you. I can't chase you every night. There's no one around me. So alone. So at peace. Far from the thought of you in the arms of someone else. Someone who I know. It makes me gag and choke. Miles from my home, from you, and you got your mind on someone else. I'm laying in your bed and you're sleeping sound and on the edge. You know I walk in the dark when I cry over you. I'll take a hit if anything makes me think about you. I want to die when your name is in my face. I'm crying over you. I want to scream. I want to die over you. I'm crying over you.
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DEEP 05:25
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STRAWBERRIES 03:58
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Afternoon in the sun. Where did you come from? Red and sweet. Just for me. You're the kind that falls from heaven. Ended up here with me. Oh man, blue eyes too? Gazed into an angels face. Every word I draw is hanging out my mouth for you. Can't spit it out. Chewing on my lip. Cursing when I kiss on you. I miss the hell out of you. Anytime I see strawberries, I remember you. Afternoon in the park on my birthday. My poor heart wished for you. It won't come true. Flowers I picked just for you. Smiles that fall apart too soon. Dying to hear you voice in my ear just one more time. All I wanted was a love I could trust. Love, I can't get enough. All you needed was a friend you could hug when you're breaking down. Anytime I see strawberries, I remember you.
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NEVER LET YOU GO 03:32
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I can't believe that you're here with me. Disbelief in the eyes I meet. Your name is carved across my notes. Dig into my heart and the walls fall down. I swear I'm falling in love with an angel in the clouds. She's in my bed blessing me with a kiss. This is a fantasy. Nobody will believe me. I promise I won't let you down. Never gonna let you go. If this is real, I'll never leave. Never gonna let you go. I'll never let you go.

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released January 10, 2020

TERRY ~ VOCALS / INSTRUMENTATION
STEPH ~ VOCALS
MARSHAL ~ VOCALS

ALBUM COVER by STEPH and KELSEY RAE

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