Full of torture everyday,
and the tension building, it's insane.
I don't want to hurt like this.
I don't want to live like this.
Make the pain go away.
Some things will never change.
If hell exists, this is it.
I was born to live like this.
I'm feeling like I'm not myself.
I tried to tell my friends. It doesn't help.
Time goes slow in an episode.
I throw up when I get sad.
The pain inside will last all my life.
Thinking of the different ways to bring it to end.
I can't compare the weight I've lost to this emotion.
Make the pain stop for my own sake.
It comes in waves, pulls me in......
Pump me up with something strong.
Change my life. Make me numb.
Put me somewhere I can rest.
Dig the holes out of my head.
I'm feeling like I'm not myself.
I tried to tell my friends but it doesn't help.
My doctors never hear me out.
This is a nightmare and no one cares.
My body tells me "kill yourself."
Took my medication. It doesn't help.
Time goes slow in an episode.
I throw up and it hurts bad.
Deep inside, my world is SO sad.
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